Sports ‘I thought about hurting myself’: How ‘badass’ mentality has helped Chiefs CB Charvarius Ward battle anxiety January 30, 2020Jori Epstein, USA TODAYComments Off on ‘I thought about hurting myself’: How ‘badass’ mentality has helped Chiefs CB Charvarius Ward battle anxiety Until he found a book that provided him with the mindset he needed, Chiefs CB Charvarius Ward doubted his ability to stick in the NFL.