Author: Kelly Lawler, USA TODAY

My life is changing rapidly and slowly right now. And yours probably is too.

Over the weekend I gathered with family safely. But I still feel nervous. By Kelly Lawler

On Sunday I got a haircut, got my nails done and ate lunch outside at a diner. It was a big step. I didn’t know how much I needed it.

I’m fully vaccinated and so are most of my family members. Am I ready to get on a plane to see them?

As I start to see the light at the end of the tunnel, I am thinking of needs beyond basic survival. Friends. Socialization. Exploration.

Baking once brought me a lot of joy, but lately I haven’t wanted to. But over the weekend I picked up a whisk.

In just under five weeks, my husband and I will both be at least two weeks beyond our second vaccine shots. And I’ve started counting down.

After a tirelessly tragic week, I hope everyone can get some much needed rest this weekend.

As we inch back towards an open world, I’m worried about how I might be different to friends and family who haven’t seen me.